This One For You...Mother Mary

For a Christian converted to Catholic, it is not easy to have much belief or much faith on Virgin Mary. Nevertheless, I have found my peace on this matter and I've come to love her quite a lot.
I should have written this post a long time ago in honor of her.

I discover that we can't use reasons or information to believe in someone unseen or invisible like God, Jesus, or Mother Mary, it has to come by experience only. Books and stories about Virgin Mary in details doesn't help me to believe at all, but now I love her because she shows me that she loves me and she is there to help. And I slowly feel her presence or existence in my life by the following:

- She answered my petitions. I don't pray to her to grant me things because I  believe that's what God and Jesus do, but I believe that she can send out her special prayer for us, like all the saints, but much much more. I do ask her to pray for me sometimes, particularly on feminine matter and small little things that women care about. I also ask her on relationship.

-When I was attacked by dark spirit, many times I heard Mother Mary songs in my head and felt that she comes to help and once I heard the deepest of me praying the rosary automatically while I was in deep spiritual trouble. Once, the demon got me in the throat and I couldn't breath. I prayed the rosary prayer and the problem at my throat disappeared at that moment.

-I had a dream that a just-pass-away person whom I know come to tell me that "if you need anything, ask Mother Mary. She'll help" And that was when I was about to translate books about her.

-I remember standing in front of her smiling statue and found the peace inside, since when I had no knowledge about her at all, even before I become a Catholic.

I just want to write this post down to honor her, because I used to plunged into a confusion and disbelief because there was a lot of information out there that I used to read about "the cult of Virgin Mary" and how it is a false belief. Those information got in my head a lot and I had a hard time for a period.

Well, to speak the truth, I don't really know how much the details of those Virgin Mary books are true about her. But it doesn't matter. I can learn all about it after I die. I don't know everything now on Earth. What I need to know I already know, Mother Mary is there and she loves me and she helps me.


Thank you...Thank you so much. I love you too, Mother Mary.