This is just a short note to remind myself that I need to try to be more humble.
In the meet-up group that I joined, I found that a lot of time the ego and pride in myself came out and I started to suspect and doubt a lot of things. I judged people in my mind without realizing it. At the same time, something in my heart told me that many people here have a lot of knowlege and spiritual experience much more than I do and they earn the respect. Nevertheless, it seems that the monster in me just wouldn't let me humble my heart. So, it is a challenge for the future. I need to try being small and need to pray for it.
But actually, I can be thankful that they help me see the sin in myself. I can never grow up if I don't accept it.
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