Today I saw the movie "Source Code", very interesting. It makes me think of parallel worlds, a what-would-it-be-if-we-did-it-right kind of world. In every moment we make decisions and our future is the result of those decisions and actions that we choose. But have you ever imagined what our life would be like, if we made some decisions differently in our life? Maybe those realities do exist, but it's just that we choose it this way so we experience this reality, instead of those realities.
Anyway,since lately I've been writing a novel about an important mistake I did many years ago, after watching that movie I couldn't help imagining that parallel reality of what-would-it-be- if-I-did-it-right. If I had the courage to be honest and tell that particular person that I loved him, maybe I might have had, at least, a period of my life that I can be with him and be happy. Or maybe he would deny my love and broke my heart but then afterward I live a life of no regrets, being proud of myself for having the courage to do what I really should do. My whole life might be different, I might be a different person and have more courage to do more things that I used to be afraid of. I might end up with a different career, a different lifestyle, or even a different boyfriend, I don't know. And maybe the life of this person I love might be totally different from what it is today too.
I can't help but hope a little bit that if that reality exist, will God let me experience it a bit before my soul leave this body? Just once, maybe, to know what kind of life I've missed.
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