It seems that things gathered and pointed up and pressed and lead me toward "that" end.
But it's just simply not now. I have a reason to stand. I have a reason to live.
But I will have my real choice after some of these years have passed
After "A" happens, then "B" can happen.
I will wait until "A" happens, then maybe I will consider "B"...still a choice.
But right now eventhough "B" can happen too, but I choose not to.
Taking "B" alternative right now can bring more long-term troubles.
So...the matter on the face is...
How can I survive the moments when "B" is not yet a choice
when I still have to wait for "B"
I have to endure....no other alternatives
Anything to survive and function.
Yes, I can take "B" now, it is tempting.
But I heard of people who takes "B" alternative before "A" happens
The result wasn't so good, more troubles ahead I guess.
I'll wait...I'll wait...I'll wait.
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