First results of the experiment

Hypothesis: "Being Love" is what I should focus on and it will take care of everything.

Tools: me and my life

Methods: 1.Try "being love" in different kinds of situation.
               2. Notice the results.

Results

There are two important points in the result.
- First point, when I can "be love" or "taking love point of view" toward my life or situations, the result is always wonderful. Fear lessened, pain lessened, even objects seem to love me back, situation suddenly flow smootly, peace of mind, etc.
- Second point, there are things that prevent me from "being love", so far these obstacles are:

• When I kept doing the same mistakes over and over, although I try to love take the love point of view, the pain and the hopelessness was strong and stop me from trying to "be loving" toward my own shortcomings and weaknesses.  My heart began to sink and get absorbed into the feeling of guilt and despair, things started to go down and collapse like dominoes.
• If I don't think of God, then it is hard for me to be loving. I have to remember Him at all time. Need to pray without ceasing.
•  When I was hit with a sudden trial and totally forgot the idea about "being love," then anger get the best of me

Conclusion
So far, I can conclude that "being love" works very well with everything,  but the problem is...I need to learn to be love toward hard stuff like my own mistakes, despair, nightmare, anxiety, and other negative things. I really have to forgive myself and learn to let go and start over. I will try to surrender to God's will more totally.

There will be more experiments in the future.