Tuesday, 11 December 2012

When can I be a giver?

Just a short note to say thank you to all my teachers at the church. It seems that I always take from you but I don't know how to give back. Doing small things for others with love is what God wants me to cultivate in myself but I still fail terribly.  (Sometimes I really feel hopeless about myself on this matter. I don't seem to improve although a year has passed) I know I should be more kind, helpful, paying attention to others, lending a helping hand. But what usually happens is that  I mostly miss the opportunities to do all that and because I'm all stuck with the thoughts inside my head. I wasn't at the present moment.

Anyway, I just simply want to say thank you for all the wisdoms and advice, and the time that you spend with me. I also want to apologize for I still don't know how to return the good things back to you. I don't know when I can be a giver, but in the mean times,  I believe God bless you all tremendously, though.

I wish that you would tell me how I can be of some help. Just let me know and I'll do it. I'm not good at offering help or doing something without being asked to, but I just simply want to do something for you in return, really.

Don't know why I write this note here, either. You probably don't get to see them
But...this is My Resting Place so I just write what makes me feel more at peace. 

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