After several days in a depressed and anxious state of mind, I tried to accept the condition as inevitable and as God's will. I tried to figure ways to survive in such hard times and discovered two wonderful truths:
1) Counting blessings can help a lot. In every dark day, there are always sparkles of light hidden here and there. Small beauty and kindness can mean so much to you and you are more keen to seek for positiveness instead of negativeness. I've been lacking energy in my body for most part of the each day, but still, there is always a period of time each day that I can find energy and freshness, although not very long.
2) Being weak like this makes me rely on God so much. I had to pray to Him even for ordinary little things in life, like going to a bank or finishing up a simple task. God was so kind to me. I found that if I try to rely on my own strength alone, I will fail over and over again. But whenever I pray and ask God for help, that thing will get done successfully or even amazingly.
Nothing else to say. But thanks be to God.
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