Ode to My Ex-Boyfriend

I have never meant to cause you any pain
Or make you shed any tears
I have never thought that it would turn out this way
Will you forgive me?

But if that it is so hard for you to do
Then let me share a pound or two
of your sorrow
of your misery
of your suffering
Let God burn me for awhile with his anger
So that I can share some of your pain

Darling, I've never thought that it would be this hard 
When it comes the time that our roads need to part
Please know that my soul is always with you
And that my heart is always near

I have loved with with the depth of my being
I choose this road for it is the only way
That we can stop hurting each other

Now...today
Let me try my best
To love all and to forgive all
I will no longer hold anything
Against anyone
Even those who look down on me
Even those who perscute me 
I will forgive them all
For you, my love

I will pray that God will lift you
Out of this pit of despair and hatred
I will pray that He will let me
Carry all of the burden with you

For even if you no longer believe me
I still love you and will always will
Despite my decision 
That you view as cruel

Share me your pain, my love
Let the fire burn me too
Let the same thorn of the same rose
Cut deep into my spirit too
Let we both bleed
 all the hatred away
So that we can once again
Feel the light...feel the hope
And realize the destiny of our soul

Please let this be my prayer....Amen